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I really hope that my craziness does not hit on the high gear again. I just cant commit. Yea, I like someone, but i just cant commit. And when the person knows about it, I run away.. I mean, what the.. I prayed about it, and am fasting about it this week.( so friends, if i never join u all and eat, u know le hor...)

I take charge in cell group. When BeeLeng is busy, I will take charge in organising the members. It is only since just now that I had went overboard. I have become very arrogant in my speech. I ended up telling Bee Leng what to do!! Oh my.. The bible has asked us to submit to authorities, and there i am, telling my leader what to do. I was called for counselling, of cos, and it was horrible!! However, I want to be discipled, so the more mistakes, the more open i am for discipleship. OUCH!!!

GOD, only u can save me. HELP ME!!!