16072006

Not a very happy day today, because I was pretty worn out after all those running here and there.. Service was awesome, because I was healed off my sore throat and my pretty bad cough that has been bothering me for quite some time. Praise the LORD!!!

It has not been the best of days. I just told Bob that I am feeling wierd for today. Well, lets just say, its just today ok? I really wanna be with her, but I am going overseas to study, and bee leng did told me before that it would be very selfish if I am going somewhere very far away and I am leaving my sweetheart in Singapore. Think that was during Army... But this is no longer in Army... I guess she will never know... Anyway, I am very happy that she is in my life. I am finally able to do "Christian talk" again le. Although I hope that the whole cell can talk like that, but not everyone is me, and I cant force everyone in my cell to talk like me. That is plainly selfish.

I am very excited over service and cell group, because I will be in the house of GOD worshipping GOD and doing all those things the worldly people will never understand. Just finish writing down two new songs, hopefully through proper editting with brother poh, will i see my own masterpiece come to pass! Ireally wanna serve GOD in the area of music, although many people said that it is impossible to make it big, but through GOD and proper planning, it shall come to pass.. Wow, i feel very on fire now... GOD use me! Transform the people around me to be a better person!