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Well, it has been a pretty tiring day today. Met Kelly in the morning to get back my fifty bucks, den meet Clara at Woodlands. Was having a hearty talk with Clara when I found out that the duration in Church does not really matter... As long as your focus in Church is wrong, you are practically going the wrong way. She shared with me about this guy who is in her cell group, (i will not disclose his name due to privacy interest), had been spiritually strong b4, but it seems to me that he is turning money into idols. His vision and dreams are money oriented, and everything around him seems to be very messy. He chooses friends like choosing clothes, he hardly has long close friends, he was even suspended from becoming a choir helper... Well, if a guy in church for seven years can "backslide" until this stage, what more can a young believer be? Guard your hearts, young believers who are reading my blog, for only the righteous shall inherit the ends of the Earth.

Clara reminded me on a very important fact about the end times.. We are in the end times, if you did notice. There are increases in natural disasters, oil are depleting, wars are increasing... Bird flu, mad cow disease, ARGH!!! I feel that the end times will come in our generation.. Yes, the sky will turn dark, angels will come with their instruments of distruction, and every people who know that Jesus Christ is LORD and not admit it will be destroyed. Wow, that is very scary. I read the book of revelation alot of times, and it is inevitable to think about what will happen in the end times. I just got pretty afraid that our parents will be destroyed too, because both my parents are unbelievers. However, Clara reminded me on what Pastor Zhuang told them while having bible study.


The LORD said, "If I find fifty righteous people in the city of Sodom, I will spare the whole place for their sake."
27 Then Abraham spoke up again: "Now that I have been so bold as to speak to the Lord, though I am nothing but dust and ashes, 28 what if the number of the righteous is five less than fifty? Will you destroy the whole city because of five people?" "If I find forty-five there," he said, "I will not destroy it."
29 Once again he spoke to him, "What if only forty are found there?" He said, "For the sake of forty, I will not do it."
30 Then he said, "May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak. What if only thirty can be found there?" He answered, "I will not do it if I find thirty there."
31 Abraham said, "Now that I have been so bold as to speak to the Lord, what if only twenty can be found there?" He said, "For the sake of twenty, I will not destroy it."
32 Then he said, "May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak just once more. What if only ten can be found there?" He answered, "For the sake of ten, I will not destroy it."
33 When the LORD had finished speaking with Abraham, he left, and Abraham returned home.The LORD said, "If I find fifty righteous people in the city of Sodom, I will spare the whole place for their sake."
27 Then Abraham spoke up again: "Now that I have been so bold as to speak to the Lord, though I am nothing but dust and ashes, 28 what if the number of the righteous is five less than fifty? Will you destroy the whole city because of five people?" "If I find forty-five there," he said, "I will not destroy it."
29 Once again he spoke to him, "What if only forty are found there?" He said, "For the sake of forty, I will not do it."
30 Then he said, "May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak. What if only thirty can be found there?" He answered, "I will not do it if I find thirty there."
31 Abraham said, "Now that I have been so bold as to speak to the Lord, what if only twenty can be found there?" He said, "For the sake of twenty, I will not destroy it."
32 Then he said, "May the Lord not be angry, but let me speak just once more. What if only ten can be found there?" He answered, "For the sake of ten, I will not destroy it."
33 When the LORD had finished speaking with Abraham, he left, and Abraham returned home.

Because of five righteous people, there will be a special grace upon the immediate family members of the five righteous. Immediately the peace of GOD just came to me. Friends, I really do not wish to see you get perish. You know how important you are to me. However, no one comes to the Father in heaven but thru Jesus Christ Himself. I am not here to preach, because the choice is yours eventually.

I might be going on a 4 yr singlehood vow, because wisdom is patience. I need to make sure that I do not get tempted in the area of relationship when I am there in Germany. Its good because if I start now, I will be very unfair for the particular someone... Sobz.. I am single now...